Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Reflection - Christina Aguilera

Reflection - Christina Aguilera



Look at me
You may think you see who I really am
But you'll never know me
Ev'ry day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?

I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 9:47 PM

Hero- Mariah Carey

Hero - Mariah Carey



There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt will disappear


And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
and In time You'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

That a hero lies in you

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 9:44 PM

Monday, October 29, 2007

Lion King 1/2

The childhood movie.Marvellous plots and all.Hopefully, such a disney movie will remain in my memory forever, it probably will.

The songs rock too."Can you feel the love tonight", "We are One", "Upendi", "Hakuna Matata", " Circle of Life".Many more.Lovely song.Lovely meanings.among the best disney movies watched.Those nowadays are very ....

Beauty and The Beast was good too!


Nowadays, children are watching considerably weird shows.Old disney movies rock completely!!!!!!!!!If u ahven't watched beauty and the beast or The lion king 1/2.Go and watch!They completely rock!!!Completely rock!!

Labels: Disney movies

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 9:37 PM

We are One

We Are One

SIMBA:
As you go through life you'll see
There is so much that we
Don't understand

And the only thing we know
Is things don't always go
The way we planned

But you'll see every day
That we'll never turn away
When it seems all your dreams come undone

We will stand by your side
Filled with hope and filled with pride
We are more than we are
We are one

KIARA:
If there's so much I must be
Can I still just be me
The way I am?

Can I trust in my own heart
Or am I just one part
Of some big plan?

SIMBA:
Even those who are gone
Are with us as we go on
Your journey has only begun

Tears of pain, tears of joy
One thing nothing can destroy
Is our pride, deep inside
We are one

We are one, you and I
We are like the earth and sky
One family under the sun

All the wisdom to lead
All the courage that you need
You will find when you see
We are one

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 9:32 PM

Sore throat, Blocked Nose

I am sick, with a sore throat and i went for band!Amazing how i did it.Like during band time, my throat was cured.Now its back again.Its my cure,but not the best cure.
band was okay today.Tiring!!No break somore.

To des:This is not a lecture.Try to accept things u cannot change.Like ur dad's temper.U don't have to like it, just try not to feel so scared of him.Just take it that he's bull-S**ting when it has nothing to do with you.But listen when its important.

Reg and Cherie: Give and take.It make life much much much easier.Quarrels will be less.It will be a happier life too!(=

Labels: Sick

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 3:55 AM

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Sunday 281oo7

Shopping spree.Whooopppee.After church in the morning,went with mum to taka and john little.
Bought stuff at taka.Things i've always wanted only too expensive then.Since it was obviously cheaper than before, i bought it.
Bought a half-converse-jacket, a pair of kappa shoes, a multipurpose bag and a animal shirt!!(((= love.Then went to john little to buy other stuff.((=Spent quite a bit about 50++++++
oNE good thing went shopping with mothers, they pay!!((=

Labels: Shopping.(=

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 7:19 PM

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Crappy Crabs

Crab Day Today!Crab for lunch, Crab for dinner.YUMYUM.Baked Chocolate Chip Muffins.Boy, aren't they heaven!!
Theory exam in excactly 7 days.Can someone tell me how do the transposing for instrument thing.that, i really don't understand.If you could tell me, I'd really appreciate it.(=
Read the book "Darker Than Midnight" by Maggie Shayne.Its not bad.
The first day of 2 month holiday.Much homework has to be done!!RAWR

Labels: CrabMuffin

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 5:13 AM

Friday, October 26, 2007

Can't Help Falling In Love With You

"Can't Help Falling In Love"

(I just can't help falling in love with you)

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I say would it be a sin
(Be a sin)
If I can't help falling in love with you
Like a river flows (Oooh)
To the sea (Oooh)
So it goes
Some things are meant to be
Some things are meant to be

[CHORUS]
Take my hand (take my hand)
Take my whole life too (life too)
For I can't help falling in love with you

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I, I can't, I can't help Falling in love (falling in love) With you (with you)

Like a river flows (Oooh)
To the sea (Oooh)
So it goes
Some things are meant to be
Some things are meant to be

[CHORUS x2]

Like a river flows
That's the way it goes
I just can't help fallin' in love with you
(Fallin' in love with you)
Like a river flows (yea yea)
That's the way it goes(cause I can't)
Fallin' in love with you
Like a river flows (I just can't help myself)
That's the way it goes
I can't help falling in love with you
(I can't help falling in love with you) [x2]

Fallin'in love with you




Old but nice(=

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 3:50 AM

hAPPY hAppY DAy!!!!!

today, was a MARVELLOUS day.Firstly because its the last day of school and had much fun in the afternoon.
In the morning, did duty for the last day of school 2007.Time flies, really, i vividly remember sitting for PSLE now, its the end of the Sec1 year.The class has been wonderful.Nice people, Comical people basically people that you would really want to meet.Though they are 1 or 2 people i dislike, that's life.will miss most of them cos won't see them for 2 months excpt during BBQ.Discussed about game to be played on class BBQ day.HAHA.e3's reading my blog, may not know what it is all about cos nothing is finalised for the game yet.

Afternoon went to NPoly for the ideas sucess thingy.i saw my primary school there.((= got 2 booths somore.After we walked the whole thing like 3 times, went to the stage to slack.There, nigel was "bullying" YW and deon was kinda being pushed by the guys to talk to des.Then brian TW and ret and people who i can't remember who else, were jumping from ground to stage over and over again.

Went on the bus back,YW was mad.Kept singing "the sweet escape" 'the great escape" "Beautiful Girls" and more out loud.Pissed a lot of people off, esp Brian and Irwan.Reached school,

went to beach with YW Reg Winston HWen Firman Fishball Regina ZhanHao and JJ to pasir ris beach to play.Was ultra low tide.Saw crabs and even a jellyfish.IT was disgusting!!!!PLAying with bomb bags too.When at DTE food court, somebody burst the bomb bag and i had to throw it out of the food court.The auntie scold.Could hear it burst from outside.Malu seh!
Bus-sed back with Reg Winston Firman JJ and Fishball.
Now at home, stinky and dirty.Gonna bathe now.Bye!

Labels: FUNFUNFUN

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 2:55 AM

Thursday, October 25, 2007

(=(=(((((=

Des is back in school.Then her leg swell until quite bad.then the day went blahblah blah.Then emergency exercise, got stimulated tremors. must 'hide' under the table.Then Brian and Joel were like playing cards.HAHAHA.Then ther was a 'fire'.Must go field.The field was so muddy so my shoes were muddy.Very muddy.Then was there for like 1h.Played sicssors paper stone with nigel he play until his whole hand red.Then there was some crap abt shelter who etc.Nigel was running around with a frog chasing YW.Finally got back to class, after recess.
Report book.i am irritated!!My A2's short of one mark.ONE PATHETIC MARK TO GET A1!!!rawr.REport book the NAFA thing is wrong for the first 10 girls in class cos the guy recorded wrongly during nafa.
Brian wanted tissue to clean his shoe.I passed some to him.After he asked like twice, he ask "how much u have so much tissue" then i said" i have a pack of tissue in my bag" Before i could finish Joel said something about i peforming magic trick.I was like WTH!!!But it was funny hahahah.
Then after school, got band during the time before band started, relearnt how to make heart and star.Did trumpet voluntary for band and rockin rondeau.PC attended band todayBUt had to drag her all the way down.She is so hating me for life.After band, went with fiona to band to get books.
I finished reading one of the books i borrowed today already!!((=

Total Percentage: 67.2%
Level POsition: 59/200
Class Position: 15/40
I beat Raveen and Cherie this time!!WOOHOO

1 A1
3 A2
2 B3
2 B4
1 C5
1 C6

Labels: Results

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 3:41 AM

Beautiful Depiction But SADSAD story

This short story by Amanda Chong Wei-Zhen(RGS) was submitted for the annual Commonwealth Essay Competition.

Her short story, titled What The Modern Woman Wants,
focused on the conflict in values between an old lady
and her independent-minded daughter.

'Through my story, I attempted to convey the unique East-versus-West
struggles and generation gaps that I felt were characteristic of young
people in my country,' said Amanda, who likes drama, history and
literature and wants to become a lawyer and a politician.

Chief examiner Charles Kemp called her piece a
'powerfully moving and ironical critique of modern
restlessness and its potentially cruel consequences'.
The writing isfluent and assured, with excellent use
of dialogue.


What the Modern Woman Wants
By Amanda Chong Wei-Zhen

The old woman sat in the backseat of the magenta
convertible as it careened down the highway, clutching
tightly to the plastic bag on her lap, afraid it may
be kidnapped by the wind. She was not used to such
speed, with trembling hands she pulled the seatbelt
tighter but was careful not to touch the patent
leather seats with her callused fingers, her daughter
had warned her not to dirty it, 'Fingerprints show
very clearly on white, Ma.'

Her daughter, Bee Choo, was driving and talking on her
sleek silver mobile phone using big words the old
woman could barely understand. 'Finance' 'Liquidation'
'Assets' 'Investments'... Her voice was crisp and
important and had an unfamiliar lilt to it. Her Bee
Choo sounded like one of those foreign girls on
television. She was speaking in an American accent.

The old lady clucked her tongue in disapproval.
'I absolutely cannot have this. We have to sell!' Her
daughter exclaimed agitatedly as she stepped on the accelerator; her
perfectly manicured fingernails gripping onto the steering wheel in
irritation.

'I can't DEAL with this anymore!' she yelled as she
clicked the phone shut and hurled it angrily toward
the backseat.
The mobile phone hit the old woman on the forehead and
nestled soundlessly into her lap. She calmly picked it
up and handed it to her daughter.

'Sorry, Ma,' she sad, losing the American pretence
and switching to Mandarin. 'I have a big client in
America. There have been a lot of problems.'
The old lady nodded knowingly. Her daughter was big
and important.

Bee Choo stared at her mother from the rear view
window, wondering what she was thinking. Her mother's
wrinkled countenance always carried the same cryptic
look.

The phone began to ring again, an artificially
cheerful digital tune, which broke the awkward
silence.
'Hello, Beatrice! Yes, this is Elaine.' Elaine. The
old woman cringed. I didn't name her Elaine. She
remembered her daughter telling her, how an English
name was very important for 'networking', Chinese ones
being easily forgotten.

'Oh no, I can't see you for lunch today. I have to
take the ancient relic to the temple for her weird
daily prayer ritual.'

Ancient Relic. The old woman understood perfectly it
was referring to her. Her daughter always assumed that
her mother's silence meant she did not comprehend.

'Yes, I know! My car seats will be reeking of joss
sticks!'
The old woman pursed her lips tightly, her hands
gripping her plastic bag in defence.
The car curved smoothly into the temple courtyard. It
looked almost garish next to the dull sheen of the
ageing temple's roof. The old woman got out of the
back seat, and made her unhurried way to the main
hall.

Her daughter stepped out of the car in her business
suit and stilettos and reapplied her lipstick as she
made her brisk way to her mother's side.

'Ma, I'll wait outside. I have an important phone call
to make,' she said, not bothering to hide her disgust
at the pungent fumes of incense.

The old lady hobbled into the temple hall and lit a
joss stick, she knelt down solemnly and whispered her
now familiar daily prayer to the Gods.

Thank you God of the Sky, you have given my daughter
luck all these years. Everything I prayed for, you
have given her. She has everything a young woman in
this world could possibly want. She has a big house
with a swimming pool, a maid to help her, as she is
too clumsy to sew or cook.

Her love life has been blessed; she is engaged to a
rich and handsome angmoh man. Her company is now the
top financial firm and even men listen to what she
says. She lives the perfect life. You have given her
everything except happiness. I ask that the gods be
merciful to her even if she has lost her roots while
reaping the harvest of success.

What you see is not true, she is a filial daughter to
me. She gives me a room in her big house and provides
well for me. She is rude to me only because I affect
her happiness. A young woman does not want to be
hindered by her old mother. It is my fault.

The old lady prayed so hard that tears welled up in
her eyes. Finally, with her head bowed in reverence
she planted the half-burnt joss stick into an urn of smouldring
ashes.

She bowed once more.
The old woman had been praying for her daughter for
thirty-two years. When her stomach was round like a
melon, she came to the temple and prayed that it was a
son.

Then the time was ripe and the baby slipped out of her
womb, bawling and adorable with fat thighs and pink
cheeks, but unmistakably, a girl. Her husband had
kicked and punched her for producing a useless baby
who could not work or carry the family name.

Still, the woman returned to the temple with her
new-born girl tied to her waist in a sarong and prayed
that her daughter would grow up and have everything
she ever wanted. Her husband left her and she prayed
that her daughter would never have to depend on a man.

She prayed every day that her daughter would be a
great woman, the woman that she, meek and uneducated,
could never become. A woman with nengkan; the ability
to do anything she set her mind to. A woman who
commanded respecting the hearts of men. When she
opened her mouth to speak, precious pearls would fall
out and men would listen.

She will not be like me, the woman prayed as she
watched her daughter grow up and drift away from her,
speaking a language she scarcely understood. She
watched her daughter transform from a quiet girl, to
one who openly defied her, calling her laotu;
old-fashioned. She wanted her mother to be 'modern', a
word so new there was no Chinese word for it.

Now her daughter was too clever for her and the old
woman wondered why she had prayed like that. The gods
had been faithful to her persistent prayer, but the
wealth and success that poured forth so richly had
buried the girl's roots and now she stood, faceless,
with no identity, bound to the soil of her ancestors
by only a string of origami banknotes.

Her daughter had forgotten her mother's values. Her
wants were so ephemeral; that of a modern woman.
Power, Wealth, access to the est fashion boutiques,
and yet her daughter had not found true happiness. The
old woman knew that you could find happiness with much
less. When her daughter left the earth everything she
had would count for nothing. People would look to her
legacy and say that she was a great woman, but she
would be forgotten once the wind blows over, like the
ashes of burnt paper convertibles and mansions.

The old woman wished she could go back and erase all
her big hopes and prayers for her daughter; now she
had only one want: That her daughter be happy. She
looked out of the temple gate. She saw her daughter
speaking on the phone, her brow furrowed with anger
and worry. Being at the top is not good, the woman
thought, there is only one way to go from there -
down.

The old woman carefully unfolded the plastic bag and
spread out a packet of beehoon in front of the altar.
Her daughter often mocked her for worshipping
porcelain Gods. How could she pray to thm so
faithfully and expect pieces of ceramic to fly to her
aid? But her daughter had her own gods too, idols of
wealth, success and power that she was enslaved to and worshipped
every day of her life.

Every day was a quest for the idols, and the idols she worshipped
counted for nothing in eternity. All the wants her daughter had would
slowly suck the life out of her and leave her, an empty soulless shell
at the altar.

The old lady watched her joss tick. The dull heat had
left a teetering grey stem that was on the danger of collapsing.
Modern woman nowadays, the old lady sighed in
resignation, as she bowed to the east one final time
to end her ritual. Modern woman nowadays want so much
that they lose their souls and wonder why they cannot
find it.

Her joss stick disintegrated into a soft grey powder.
She met her daughter outside the temple, the same look
of worry and frustration was etched on her daughter's
face. An empty expression, a if she was ploughing
through the soil of her wants looking for the one
thing that would sow the seeds of happiness.

They climbed into the convertible in silence and her
daughter drove along the highway, this time not as
fast as she had done before.

'Ma,' Bee Choo finally said. 'I don't know how to put
this. Mark and I have been talking about it and we
plan to move out of the big house. The property market
is good now, and we managed to get a buyer willing to
pay seven million for it. We decided we'd prefer a
cosier penthouse apartment instead. We found a perfect
one in Orchard Road. Once we move in to our apartment
we plan to get rid of the maid, so we can have more
space to ourselves...'

The old woman nodded knowingly.
Bee Choo swallowed hard. 'We'd get someone to come in
to do the housework and we can eat out - but once the
maid is gone, there won't be anyone to look after you.
You will be awfully lonely at home and, besides that,the apartment is rather small. There won't be space.
We thought about it for a long time, and we decided
the best thing for you is if you moved to a Home.
There's one near Hougang - it's a Christian home, a very
nice one.'

The old woman did not raise an eyebrow. 'I've been
there, the matron is willing to take you in. It's
beautiful with gardens and lots of old people to keep
you company! I hardly have time for you, you'd be
happier there.'

'You'd be happier there, really.' Her daughter
repeated as if to affirm herself.
This time the old woman had no plastic bag of food
offerings to cling tightly to; she bit her lip and
fastened her seat belt, as if it would protect her
from a daughter who did not want her anymore. She sunk
deep into the leather seat, letting her shoulders sag,
and her fingers trace the white seat.

'Ma?' her daughter asked, searching the rear view
window for her mother. 'Is everything okay?'
What had to be done, had o be done. 'Yes,' she said
firmly, louder than she intended, 'if it will make you
happy,' she added more quietly.

'It's for you, Ma! You'll be happier there. You can
move there tomorrow, I already got the maid to pack
your things.' Elaine said triumphantly, mentally
ticking yet another item off her agenda.

'I knew everything would be fine.'

Elaine smiled widely; she felt liberated. Perhaps
getting rid of her mother would make her happier. She
had thought about it. It seemed the only hindrance in
her pursuit of happiness. She was happy now. She had
everything a modern woman ever wanted; Money, Status,
Career, Love,Power and now, Freedom, without her
mother and her old-fashioned ways to weigh her down...

Yes, she was free. Her phone buzzed urgently, she
picked it up and read the message, still beaming from
ear to ear. 'Stocks 10% increase!'

Yes, things were definitely beginning to look up for her...
And while searching for the mening of life in the
luminance of her hand phone screen, the old woman in
the backseat became invisible, and she did not see the tears.

Labels: Story

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 3:27 AM

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Quotes

Hopefully, these quotes will help people who have problems with issues within themselves.

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 6:06 AM

LALALALALA

Today is a funny day! First, there was no class key so the whole class sat outside in the corridor.It stretched from e3 to e1!!!hahaha.Then when it was discovered that Mr Ting was away, sat at the new block foyer all the way until geog lesson.In geog, dicussed abt the class bbq thing.Then the boys were playing truth or dare.They are evil.They told *** ** to stare at ******** for 10 seconds then they still count..Then after recess, was cme, then Mr Shuen came in instead of MRs Wong cos of something iguess.Slacked through the period.Then YW was like taking foolscap to make a mask for Firman. So funny.Then me and cherie were fighting on who rocks more.Nigel was like gaying with his unwilling partner,Firman, and then there was a water fight with nike bottles.So funny.We released ourselves at 1pm cos there was no teacher in class at the last period.Went with Cherie and Yw to NTUC.BUt before we reached WS, Yw and Cherie was like playing with a cat.The cat was cute but i am afriad of them so i was hurrying them to go.Then walked to WS,saw Brian and Tw.Wondering why they so long like at the cat there for 10mins+++then when we cross the bridge they also cross.Saw ****** so YW me faster run, we can't stand the person.At NTUC, shopped around the whole place run here run there laugh this laugh that.Then firman met us and we finished with our recording down of item prices.Went back alone cos bus 5 came first so firman went back with YW.

* ppl shall not be named

Labels: LALALALALALALALALA

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 3:57 AM

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

UltiMate ....

hHAHAHAHA.Today is the last IPW lecture!!WooHoo!No more MPR toture when 5 classes squeeze in it.With cramp legs after a while.
After school,accompainied Cherie to hand in reflection to MrGng but i left before she met MrGng cos me, YW and Firman wanted lunch.Lunched with Firman Yw and Allan and b4 that, went to NTUC as YW wanted to get some stuff.Crapped A LOT during lunch.HAHA.Incontrollable Laughter.Everyone was crapping.Then Cheire XZ and GK came.Allan went back to school and YW who was also supposed to, went back later.Then went library to borrow books then going popular.This is where the fun Starts.
When XZ was walking into POP, the alarm thing rang.When we went out,the thing rang again.The POP lady, then asked XZ to open her bag and check.So malu.Then is actually the book bought from VERY LONG AGO that was giving this problem.LOLOLLOL.So funny!
Bus-sed back with Firman.XZ got to sit on the Bar like bus 5??!!Why is there no bus 12 like that??~~

Labels: Crapping

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 3:57 AM

Monday, October 22, 2007

Quiz!

1. The person who tagged you was:Cherie
2. Your relationship with him/her is?: Friend, Classmate,Smartie's, Animal Gang
3. Your 5 impression of him/her:Strong-willed(mayb)Always smiling,Says one thing and does another(in a good way), Stands by you, fierce
4. Most memorable thing he/she has done for you: let me think abt that.
5. Most memorable words he/she has said to you:I think a smile speaks more
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will: Die laughing.ITs impossible.Ultimate gayness
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she will have to improve on will be:Less of a fickle person be more fun.
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: never let it happen we are too mad to become enemies.
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: nothing
10. The thing you desire to do most for him/her would be: less fickle minded and fierce
11. Overall impression of him/her: Nice person overall
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you: Mad and i talk a little too much
13. A character trait you love about yourself: my madness
14. A character trait you hate about yourself: too active for my own good
15. Person you want to be: to be able to do more and stay focussed
16. Say something to the people who care for you: keep on smiling and i will smile back at u.<3
17. Pass this quiz to 1opeople to know what they feel about you. In no particular order....

1.Desiree
2.XZ
3.Reg
4.Firman
5.HuiShan
6.Huanting(abu)
7.Samantha
8.Gladys
9.YangWenn
10.Cherie

Who is #6 having a relationship with?: Samantha.i have no idea
Is #9 a male or female?:YangWenn.Female
If #7 and #10 are together, will it be good? Cherie and Samantha.Nope.1stly, they are both girls.2ndly, they don't know each other.
How about #8 and #5?:Hui Shan and Gladys.Nope they're just friends
What is #2 studying about?XZ.How to be a l*****n
When was the last time you talked to #3?Reg.Today.
What kind of music does #8 like?Gladys.I don't know.Nvr asked
Does #1 have any siblings?: Desiree.Yes an elder Brother
Will you woo #3?: Nope!he's just a friend
How about #7?: Samantha.Nope too.
Is #4 single?: Firman.Nope!!Definitely not
What's #5's surname?: Hui Shan. Wong
How about #10's?: Cherie.Ling
#4's hobby?: Dancing and Singing
Do #5 and #9 get along?: If they know each other.
Where does #2 study at?XZ.HSCS 1e3
Say something casual about #1: Desiree.a accident prone person and perfectionist
Hove you tried developing feelings for #8?: Nope
Wher does #9 live?: YangWenn.Mairiam something.Near Changi prison
Are #5 and #1 best friends?Hui Shan and Desiree.Nope.They are strangers to each other.
Does #7 like #2?:Samantha and XZ.sam will not like XZ but XZ may.HAHA
How do you get to know #2?: School
Does #1 have any pets?:Desiree. I don't think so
Is #7 the sexiest person in the world?: Samantha.Not in my eyes at least

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 4:09 AM

IPW! )=(=

IPW, a good or bad thing?Chose Ipw project topic and group today.Group is YewKit(leader),Fishball(secretary)Firman(Treasurer)Me and YW(researchers) chose the topic Aquaphonics.Did that in a democratic way,through a voting system.HAHA.Should be able to work well with the group...
Learnt that there is Geog Hol HW today.WTH.
Did warm-ups, Trumpet Voluntary and a bit of Rockin' Rondeau today.Nice!!HAd fun.Des didn't come just she FELL INTO A DRAIN AND HURT HERSELF BADLY.She is like so accident prone.whining abt it, its not so bad but when she was whining for a minor,i mean minor grazing on her knee, she was like LITERALLY making a mountain out of a molehill.U should be a bit tough,not very,but at least a bit.

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 3:40 AM

Saturday, October 20, 2007

=))=

It was a happy morning and bad afternoon.Got back violin Grade5 exam cert and score sheet.PAssed!!! Whoo!!Bad afternoon cos there was some Ernest Wong talk hting and they signed me up!!!!RAWR!I don't wanna go but iguess i have to just accept it and go for the camp with an open mind and learnt whatever they teach there.BOO!
IPW grouping is horrible!Got 2 offers so far.One from Lester,Jackie,HaoWen Group and YK,Fishball,Firman Group.Don't know which to choose leh.Both groups are all nice ppl who i can work with or have worked with b4.Then des wants to partner with me but cherie wants her.I think i pairing with YW.HAhah!How well-sought after i am.WAKAKKAKA.I'm kidding

Labels: IPW

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 6:13 AM

Friday, October 19, 2007

HAHA

HAHA!!!IPW lecture thing was too long today.Sat in MPR for like 4hs+++.RAWR!Groups must mix guys and girls.Kinda expected it.Went fo lunch with YW at simei and we went to kfc for lunch then later wen to popular and ntuc to get stuff.Bussed back home.Got home, lazed around and watched "Bring it on: All or nothing" i've been watching movies too often.I'm too bored!!!

Your Life Path Number is 6

Your purpose in life is to help others You are very compassionate, and you offer comfort to those around you. It pains you to see other people hurting, and you do all in your power to help them. You take on responsibility, and don't mind personal sacrifice. You are the ultimate giver. In love, you offer warmth and protection to your partner. You often give too much of yourself, and you rarely put your own needs first. Emotions tend to rule your decisions too much, especially when it comes to love. And while taking care of people is great, make sure to give them room to grow on their own.

You Are 77% Creative

You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word. You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times.

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you. Brainy and intelligent, you are intellectual to the point of being incomprehensible. Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life.

Logical???I'm known for talking crap!!!

You Are Mud Pie

You're the perfect combo of flavor and depth Those who like you give into their impulses

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

Labels: Blogthings

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 5:46 AM

I love you!

Better than the riches of this world Better than the sound of my friends voices
Better than the biggest dreams in my heart and that's just the start
Better than getting what I say I need Better than living the life that I wan't to
Better than the love anyone could give
Your love is

You hold me now in Your arms You never let me go

And You oh Lord made the sunshine the moonlight and the nightsky
You give me breath and all Your love
I give my heart to You
Because I can't stop falling in love with You
I'll never stop falling in love with You

Better than the riches of this world Better than the sound of my friends voices

Better than the biggest dreams in my heart and that's just the start
Better than getting what I say I need Better than living the life that I wan't to
Better than the love anyone could give
Your love is

You hold me now in Your arms You never let me go

And You oh Lord made the sunshine the moonlight and the nightsky
You give me breath and all Your love
I give my heart to You
Because I can't stop falling in love with You
I'll never stop falling in love with You


You hold me now in Your arms You never let me go
You hold me now in Your arms You never let me go

And You oh Lord made the sunshine the moonlight and the nightsky
You give me breath and all Your love
I give my heart to You
Because I can't stop falling in love with You
I'll never stop falling in love with you

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 1:29 AM

Thursday, October 18, 2007

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Today is a ultimate boring day.Woke up at 9 and ate breakfaast.then had nothing to do so watched "Sinbad: Lengend of the 7 Seas" offered to make lunch.After lunch abt 1, had nothing to do again.COuld use the non-laggy computer so has to use the ultra lag com.Watched 2 movies "Pride and Prejudice" and "A Cinderella Story" online.I was bored u see.Watched 3 movies in total and is blogging now due to lack of things to do.
"Pride and Prejudice" is nice(= No one speaks that way anymore, Jane Austen wrote that like a long time ago.Its a classic.The plot, the storyline is good.Though i guess that it differs slightly from the book.All novel-turned-films are always like that.Its just sweet.Classic.

Labels: Pride and Prejudice

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 1:50 AM

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

uLtIMAte Smile!

got back results today.Didn't do that badly though some subjects if i added a mark more, i would get 1 grade better.Darn@!Level and class position improved.Need to improve somemore for streaming next year.My math has got to improve science i need to get A2.Math i must get at least 68 for each Assement to get into double science class!!!Work harder,Casandra!!Eng and history was a complete flop!1 mark more to A1!!!wth!only geog got 50s and it was 1 mark to B4!!!Darn@!Most subjects got 60s excpt for eng, his and HE.RAAr.Somebody gimme the extra mark for eng history and geog will ya?

Band today was extremely fun!Played the full "trumpet voluntary" its really nice,and we can play it.dynamics could make an improvement though.Played "Santa Cruz" with seniors.After not touching this piece for a long time, i have staled!!i can't play certain parts and i'm getting more lost!

Eng: 74% Short of 1 mark!
history: 74% Short of 1 mark!
Geog: 59% Short of 1 mark!
Class position: 15/40
Level Position: 59/200

Labels: Results

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 3:57 AM

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

You Are 7: The Enthusiast

You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life. You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new. Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy. You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you. At Your Best: You are deeply involved in each experience. You appreciate life for what it is, and you take the time to enjoy each moment. At Your Worst: You are greedy, self centered, impulsive, and insatiable. Your Fixation: Gluttony Your Primary Fear: Deprivation and pain Your Primary Desire: To be satisfied and content Other Number 7's: Howard Stern, Cameron Diaz, Robin Williams, Jim Carey, and Jenny Mccarthy.

You Are Rain

You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming. Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you. You are best known for: your touch Your dominant state: changing

Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day. Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable. And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success. You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible. You are most compatible with: B and AB Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Your Aura is Violet

Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world. And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it! The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 5:19 AM

RAWRAWRAWRAWR...

RAWR!I am very very very indescribably tired.Had a whole day of school then band to 630pm!!!Muscles are aching,fingers are numb,legs don't feel like moving either.School was okay today.Listened to mp3 tried to solve the rubik's cube.COULDN'T.Got back cl.I actually passed!Whoo!!Got back chem and physics too.Didn't do as expected for chem.But whatever is over, no use brooding over it.LIFE GOES ON!!Band was fun but tiring.learnt how to play "Trumpet Voluntary"properly,though i had a pitching problem.the burn is giving me problems again.everytime i stretch out my hand, it hurts.Was raining heavily and learnt that there's band the whole week.Though none on thursday cos its marking day.Never mind.For the concert, must train well!!!While moving instrument from staircase to band room, the vb coach(there was vb today too) Was like "fei guo qu" meaning fly across new block foyer area to band rookm.we were "disrupting" his training.HAHA.IT was so funny.

yesterday was a boring day.Slacked the whole day and watched 2 movies and coked lunch.Woke up and used com till 10plus(i woke at 830).Then cooked lunch and watched HSM2 ,Freedom Writers(i encourage u to watch it,It completely rawks) and material girls(this was dumbly bimbo but funny.haha)then watchde tv from 0530 to 1000.How slack was that???!!


Cl oral: 32/40
Cl listening: 14/20
Cl p1(compo):30/50
Cl p1(LW):13/20
Cl p2:45/70
Cl SA2: 67%/100% i actually passed.HAHAHA
Chem: 20.5/40 i passed by 0.5.I wanted to do much better.
Physics: 27.5/40
Bio: 27/40
Science total: 63.3%/100%
Eng p3: 81.5/100

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 4:57 AM

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Back at one...

Back At One-Brian Mcknight

It's undeniable that we should be together.
It's unbelievable how I used to say that I'd fall never.
The basis is need to know.
If you don't know just how I feel, then let me show you now that I'm for real.
If all things in time, time will reveal.

Yeah
One. You're like a dream come true.
Two. Just wanna be with you.
Three. Girl it's plain to see that you're the only one for me and
Four. Repeat steps one through three.
Five. Make you fall in love with me.
If ever I believe my work is done, then I'll start back at one.
yeah

It's so incredible
the way things work themselves out
and all emotional
once you know what it's all about
and undesirable for us to be apart
never would have made it very far
cause you know you got the keys to my heart

cause one, you like a dream com true
two, just wanna be with you
three, cause it's plain to see
that your the only one for me
four, repeat step one, two, three
five,make you fall in love with me
if ever I believe my work is done
then i'll start back one

Say farewell to the dark of night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child
whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life
into this loney heart of mine
you threw out the lifeline
just in the nick of time

one, your like a dream come true
two, just wanna be with you
three, cause it's plain to see
that your the only for me
four, repeat steps one, two, three
five, make you fall in love with me
if ever i believe my work is done
then i'll start back at one


Its a nice nice song.Go listen to it.Got meaning.The part in red(chorus) is just so sweet.<33

learnt a lot in church today.had vbs meeting in the afternoon and it overshot the time so i was late for tz and had to rush to get lunch.TZ was fun today.WAKAKA.Were playing with the red ball.Haha.Learnt in spiritual discipline that simplicity is needed to lead a christian life.We must be contented with what God has given us and not doubt it.Eg.After getting results back, we should be contented with whatever we have instead of complaining that we did not do well.After all, God reward us based on what he deems fit.He will be there to support us.Don't doubt God.(=
No school tomorrow going to slack at home.Mayb go library to return books and borrow new ones(=

Labels: Sweet

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 3:39 AM

Saturday, October 13, 2007

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Boo!Had theory lesson in the morning.Exam's at bencoolen street.near bugis.Only in 3 weeks,haven't started doing papers yet!!!
Got home and it was raining.Sighs.Wanted to to jogging with YuHui.But can't.chatted with her online while transposing lyrics while teaching Edz how to bake cake.multi-tasking.
Heard a shattering sound.Thought it came from Gong2 room but actually from the study.The flourescent lamp fell. I got 2 cuts by it.On my index finger and wrist.Hurts.
Helping cook spagetthi dinner now.
There's missions vbs meeting tomorrow and tz, i'm going.Yeah!!!!
Learnt a quote today:
Know that One Word Frees us of All the Weight and Pain of Life:That Word is Love-
Sophocles, Oedipus

Labels: Cut

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 3:47 AM

Friday, October 12, 2007

Age Calculation...interesting

Cherie sent me this


DOB: 5th may 1994
Age in years:13.44
Age in Months: 161
Age in Days: 4905
Age in Hours: 117729
Age in Minutes: 7063724
Age on Milliseconds: 42382344509
Age in Weeks: 34338
Born On: Thursday

May:

* Stubborn and hard-hearted
* Strong-willed and highly motivated
*Sharp Thoughts
*Easily Angered
* Attracts others and loves attention
* Deep feelings
*Beautiful physically and mentally
*Firm Standpoint
*Easily Influenced
*Needs no Motivation
*Easily Consoled
*Systematic(left-brain)
*Loves to dream
*Strong Clairvoyance
*Understanding
*Sickness usually in ear and neck
*Good Imagination
*Good Debating Skills
*Good Physically
*Weak Breathing
*Loves Literature and the Arts
*Loves Travelling
*High-Spirited
*Spendthrift

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 2:49 AM

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RAWR!I have to retype this post cos i accidentally deleted everything.
Today was a okay day.IT was slack cos my com was down(power trip) so slacked through it.Got back math p2 and I didn't expect to do so well(well in my contacts as i'm a complete failure at math)My past exams will pull down my grade.Doreamon didn't come so slacked again and drew the 'e3 devil potato and angel potato.fun((=.Geog was a complete failure i barely made the mark.I just hope my past exams will pull up the grade.what a complete contridictory.
Talked(better word is lectured) des during IT period abt certain things and she is phyched by issues and thinks everyone in the world owes her something.(they don't)haha.
Lunched with gk and cherie and discussed abt certain bothering issues that we get irritated by.Learnt today that i'm quite like gk in the way we fight for what we think is right and denounce whatever we feel is wrong.The only difference however, is that we see things from other angles.I'm more of an optimist.
Bus-ed back with shirlee and amanda.read the book "angels on sunset boulevard" its not bad.
just like to say :A moment's folly does not condemn a person for life.(moment's folly, in this contacts ,is NOT referring to horrible crimes like murder and arson)

Marks
math p2: 31.5/50
math total SA2 : 30+31.5=61.5
Bio: 27.5/40
Geog: 44/80 (i almost failed!!!)

Labels: Results

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 1:43 AM

Thursday, October 11, 2007

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Let me post abt today and yesterday.
yesterday
went out with des yw deon and reg.Haha.kept disturbing des and deon((=.reg couldn't stop shutting up on how terrible it is to go shopping with girls.RAWR.Went first city hall where yw wanted to get skinnies but couldn't find.then went to bugis and shopped, where yw and des bought lots of things.Statement shirts,there was one which wrote; boys are like lava lamps nice to look at but not very bright.Another one wrote: friends are like bras close to the heart and there to support.WTH! I didn't buy anything.no money.After that went to city plaza,paya lebar where yw bought a bag.Its nice((=reg continued complaining though after he saw want he should-have-bought-but-did-not item, he kinda shut up!!Trained to simei where we sat down(finally) for a meal.Reg kept complaining and that was irritating.Deon wouldn't have dared to complain, would he?haha.Thats just evil.MUAHAHA

today
had mini games today where play games.vb was quite fun though i can't play for NUTS.bb got totally trashed and also where the words, "outstanding loser" and "clever loser" were used.LOL.Monoploy was kinda dumb though quite fun.FINALLY HAD BAND TODAY!!!YIPPEEE! though i completely boo-ed when i asked sl what do ppl do at k-box.and my instrument almost got crushed by the gong holders(whatever they are called) was freaked that they actually fell.thank goodness,not on my instrument.Phewww!Walked with des ,fiona and jerlin to ws and des was phyched.haha.Got a group of boys(shall not name them) stalking her.Group of boys there to support one.Went to library,borrowed books and went back.Curry chicken dinner was horrible as the curry was sour,literally.

Both days are fun((= can't stop laughing.HAHAHAHA

Labels: HAHAHA

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 5:06 AM

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are balanced, peaceful, and sincere. You're the type of person who goes along to get along. And you're definitely afraid of rocking the boat. Underneath it all, you fear your world falling apart. You'll put up with a situation that you don't like in fear of changing it. Disruptive and forceful people intimidate you - and sometimes exploit you.

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 6:52 PM

wAKAKAKAAK

Yeah! Did quite well for eng and lit was okay though math was below average(i passed though) was doing origami in class during lit and Ms Lee aught us how to fold a rose using ferro roche wrapper.((= i can't do it though.Sighs
mrt-ed back with brian winston nigel and tw.lol.
eng p1(compo): 23/30 <33
eng p2(compre): 39/50 <33
Math p1(no calculator): 29/50 may add one more mark
Lit section b(essay): 33/40

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 3:01 AM

Monday, October 8, 2007

Benevolent Creator

about you:You are a Creator

Your imagination, confidence, willingness to explore, and appreciation of beauty make you a CREATOR.

You are independent, and you enjoy your self-sufficiency.

Defying convention, you are very innovative, and you have a vivid imagination.

The look of things is important to you, and you have a keen eye for aesthetic beauty in multiple arenas.

You have a strong interest in what is new and exciting—and that includes forging ahead with new ideas, not simply discovering what is already out there.

Your eagerness to seek new and varied experiences leads you into many different situations.

You're not set on one way of doing things, and you are creative when it comes to finding novel solutions to complex problems.

You trust yourself to be innovative and resourceful.

Your confidence allows you to take your general awareness and channel it into creativity.

If you want to be different:

Appreciate the earthly, practical elements of things—there is beauty in form as well.

While you are good at thinking abstractly, focusing on details a bit more may help you discover things about the world.

how you relate to others:You are Benevolent

You are a great person to interact with—understanding, giving, and trusting—in a word, BENEVOLENT

You don't mind being in social situations, as you feel comfortable enough with people to be yourself.

Your caring nature goes beyond a basic concern: you take the time to understand the nuances of people's situations before passing any sort of judgment.

You're a good listener, and even better at offering advice.

You're concerned with others at both an individual and societal level—you sympathize with the plights of troubled groups, and you can care about people you've never met.

Considering many different perspectives is something at which you excel, and you appreciate that quality in others.

Other people's feelings are important to you, and you're good at mediating disputes.


Because of your understanding and patience, you tend to bring out the best in people.

If you want to be different:

You spend a lot of time taking care of others, but don't forget to take care of yourself!

Sometimes you can get overcommitted, and when you sacrifice spending time with those close to you, it can make them feel unimportant.

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 12:26 AM

Sunday, October 7, 2007

BEST DAY OF MY LIFE~~~((=

First of all, it is the Last day of EOY!!!((=
Went to beach and play with water.The ultimate fun!!Played a lot.The pics will tell u all abt it.Went there with Yw Cherie Firman Natasha Ayuni Trisha Aisha(dunno how to spell) Nazera RachelC .Names in blue went into water includ me((=
However started to rain just as we about to go cycling after we changed out of clothes.SIGHS!
Yw Cherie and me then went to KFC to eat lunch while the rest went back.Got home, washed up and started to make muffins.However, they were putin the oven too long,becoming Cookies.They still taste good though.HAHAHAHAH.
I shall post the pics another day(=

Labels: Best Day of my life.

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 11:54 PM

WAKAKAKA

Church was fulfilling today.learnt a lot.
Went to some Tiong Bahru restaurant to eat lunch with cuzin's and the food there is good!!Nice prawns and crabs.
Tmr is the last day of EOY.YIPEEE!!!!going to go biking at pasir ris park going to play too.((=All the fun.((=
Can't wait!(=

Labels: YIPPEE

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 3:50 AM

Friday, October 5, 2007

WHEEE!!!~~

Happy!I passeed the violin Grade 5 exams.3 cheers for me!!(=
Violin was okay today,laughed and laughed.Mr cheng was late by 20mins.He owes us 26 sticks of ice-cream(sharon's b'day included).MUHAHAHAH!
Came home,has nothing to do.Bored now!))=
When there are normal lessons in school, we complain there is no time to play.
When there are exams,we complain there's not enough time to study everything.
When exams are over, we complain its so BORING.
We just can't stop complaining can we? Got school,complain.Got exam, Complain.No norm lessons,also complain.
I LIKE NORMAL LESSONS WITH A BIT OF HW AND A LITTLE STRESS. You must think I'm mad!

Labels: Violin.Ultimate Madness

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 11:49 PM

Thursday, October 4, 2007

BORING!

Today is a boring day. Math p1 was okay though got some questions difficult.
After school went to macs with XZ Firman Ginko.Ginko added 6 packs of Coffeemate and 2 packs of sugar into her tea.Ultimate sweetness.
Bus-sed back with Firman AGAIN and reg.
Reach home, got nothing to do.Watch some shows, chatted with reg, cheire and des and is blogging now. BorringZ!

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 10:44 PM

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Sad sad day...

Today, took 3 to school.forgot to press bell, thank goodness, I pressed the bell just before the uncle left the sop.Phew!
science paper was rather tough though not a disaster. bus-ed back with firman agian!
Today is a sad sad day cos Someone got rejected by someone else due to someone else's issue and the someone else's someone else is going to be rejected.what a sad sad day.))=

Labels: Rejection

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 11:41 PM

031007...

Today was a okay day. Came to school at 8am to study since papers start at 930 and wth got to do duty!!!)=
MathP2 was tough.History was ok though i wrote The Dutch were the European power that invaded Melaka when it was The Portuegese.RAWR! Never mind, its only 1 mark.
Heard a confession and though it was not sincere, at least it sounded rather sweet.HAHA.
Went back with firman(again) and Fiona.
Supposed to be doing last minute revision for science now but is not feeling in the mood.((=

Labels: History.Math P2

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 1:17 AM

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

o21oo7(EOY Day 2)...

Day 2 and it was tough.Lit was expected but CL P2 the 2nd OE compre was like HARD! Weird qn, weird passage.
Life was normal as usual.Got irritated by some idiot guy in class.Completely spoiled my day. Went back with Firman again.A bit mad over history now.Its my fave humans sub.geog is a bore and lit is just not something i enjoy.

Labels: History.CLP2

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 12:00 AM

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