Friday, February 5, 2010

5 weeks into school...

5 weeks into school, and i'm already starting to crumble under the pressure.

okay, it really isn't THAT bad.but its scary i guess. i barely cope with the hw and tests let alone talk about revision. I CAN DO IT!

had physics SPA today. it was okay?(in my opinion) made a mistake with the density, but its over,what can i do but to be more careful in doing my experiment.
Mr Toh kept coming over luh, i never raise my hand to say that i ready for teacher to check he come over and ask
"can already?does it look like centre to you?"
i'm like "a bit more"

totally GG luh. then i did the last experiment part, then took it down to measure. 10mins later, he walked over and asked me to set it up again. GG!

also he kept coming to check like asking "having u done part_ already?"

GG-fied man!!!

at the end, asked him whether he kept coming to me cos i made a lot of mistakes or whether cos i was very slow. he said "SLOW" heng ah. at least its not mistakes.cos he didn't point out like experiment set-up or procedure wrong. just making me hurry up. BLEH.

fronia reminding me of something really important yesterday.
"With God, nothing is impossible."
it really reminded me that God is almighty and powerful. He's always there for you.
really been like nelgecting and forgetting God this past week. She really reminded me that He is always there and He will guide and know and be there through everything.
Really thank God for fronia.

there's care group tmr, and its finally the weekends!!! CNY IS COMING!!!:D:D:D

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 2:39 AM

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Update again?

have been sick this week and last.bleh

school's been hectic. this week, kylie's in NZ, so i got to sit infront with elaine. productivity rate increased, but attention span decreased. kept laughing at tw and chunhou.hahahha.pretty fun to sit behind them.

learnt like many new things this week though i haven't really understood everything. Chem is taking a toll on my life. figuartively, its the bane of my existence. What displacement of metals???!!! i totally don't getit.

static electricity is kinda nuts too though i sorta get it now:D scored like 1.5/14 for mr toh's test. "highest" in class.

bio has been confusing with so much stuff. we finished like homeostasis and excretion already. now doing the nervous system. gotta revise. i barely remember those chapters.GAH.

chinese and english have been the lessons i've been looking foward to. haha. amazing, but true. english is really funny with all the nonsense we talk about while learning stuff. chinese is just work in a more slack environment.

geog and ss is pretty good too. Mr Ng rocks! i really understand geog now. SS is okay too. we're having diagnostic tests one after the other. for every subject. bleh

math is =.=/ circles can kill.

okay. decorating table tmr. i have no idea what to do or what photos to place under the plastic wrap/BLEH

good bye, will update when i feel like it.

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 2:11 AM

Monday, January 18, 2010

Thoughts.

hahaa. nothing to post today about really.
except that chem was nonsense today.(not becuase the lessons was tough.something else)

Lessons have been stressful and irritating.But for the sake of the Os, i will press on!

my section is dying.GAH.really hope they can survive NBC and SYF!Just gotta push them really hard now.

today in bad, jacob taught me how to play the drum rhythm thing.its really cool.haha. although i think he got quite irritated teaching me.haha. after that, fareha taught me another rhythm(the one used in concerto). ahahha.super cool!!!! emelda and mita(isthishowuspellit) taught me how to play the xylo and marimba etc. hahhaha. fun.

theres this piano piece that tianwei played when i went to his house in dec.i think its this one. its really nice. go hear!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6uXD9fsDkKc

hahha. okay. this mayb a bit strange but he play piano really very nice.hahaha.zariel and winnie agree with me on this.hahaha. tw, if u see this.hahahha.i doubt u will

stuff been running through my mind recently luh. i dunno.

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 3:47 AM

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

SCHOOL

haha. haven't posted in quite a while.

Firstweek of sch was fun, with orientation and batam trip. got to know quite a few sec1s(benjamin,Benedict and some e4 girls) all pretty nice ppl and i hope they'll enjoy the 4 years here?

batam was a blast.can't be bothered to elaborate so yea, u can go to other blogs to get details or facebook for pics.

this week of sch is already hectic although it is only tues!

Sec4. New topics, HW, Tests, Lessons.then there's band,violin and prefects. i guess there's a lot coming towards me now. like a whole bombarment of things. i'd have to learn to cope but it's still stressful.

Saw the release of O lvl results yesterday. the emotions were really tense. I wanna do well. hopefully, 8A1s? ACJCTJCVJCACJCTJCVJC! HAHA. probably jc i guess. but poly's definitely an option.(media-related studies,tourism/hospitality,some phycology thing)

BAND today was quite a whirlwind. taught lianghong. he was almost driving me up the wall, almost cried luh. anyway, he's transferring to bass clar. but it's kinda sad,actually really sad. its like i've failed teaching him.that he cannot play properly and stuff. like when talking to mrs chua, i was like feeling super down already luh. then he whole section is like so happy. idk luh.

off to do work now, cos i have loads.

congrats to all who did well for Os!:D

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 4:23 AM

Friday, January 1, 2010

NEWYEAR

its a new yea. although this post is a day late.hahah. 2010.

anyway, the past year, i mean last year(2009) hasw been quite a great year.

met a new class.(great bunch of ppl,caring teachers, mad friends, lovely class)

took over much duties in band and prefects(stressful at times, but fun nonetheless)

met many new ppl, in every aspect of my life.

grew closer to manymany ppl to.

most importantly, i'd like to thank everyone for the past year.it has been great. in particular,

-the bunch of ppl i hang out most with in class(des,winnie,zariel,daniel,edwin,glenn)
- the rest of that lovely class(4e1'10)
- the e3 clique(cherie,nut,firmanetc)
- the church lovelies(huishan,gladys,wanting,sherine)
- y3! (huishan,amanda,sonia,samuel,jethro,cousin,martin,benj,anli,christian)
- church ppl(edward,limin,jiamin etc ppl+ choir)

:Dokay that's that.

sch opens on monday. uh-oh. hw is only abt 1/2done? die.hahhahah
batam in abt 5 days. WEDNESDAY!!!

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 11:15 PM

Friday, December 25, 2009

CHRISTMAS!

its christmas today. Have a blessed christmas everyone!

Today is really a day worth reflecting upon. God sent His Son to earth. A world full of sin and sorrow. Just to come, to save us, from our sins and "evil-ness". Ain't it amazing? for it ain't the presents and food that make Christmas but this valuble gift of Christ that we have.

It's like. Who am I,who is worth saving? I do and think so many things are are wrong. yet He knows me, everything single bit of me, and i cannot run nor hide. i think the song lyrics to Who am I are rather meanigful.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

those 3 lines in bold.i can't explain. it's like i dunno what to say.

Christmas time this year has been great. Went carolling with the choir and it was really really fufilling. Family dinner was really good too. Saw my cousins and played games and talked.

today, chirstmas service was really good(i keep using this word.lol) the 4 things on how to have a blessed christmas. rally really important and encaptures the spirit of christmas.

exchanged gifts with the church ppl. Thanks to all who gave:D really really appreciate it. Some of the cards were really encouraging. like gladys'. THANKS!though i doubt u'll ever see this.

spent the rest of the day with my family.

hey, i dunno if you'll see this.i think you'll know who you are. but don't make me worry anymore please. just relax, calm down and think less. there will always be a way out of stuff. don't think all those strange scary thoughts anymore. TRY to let go and move on. Its been so long already. Please. That's really my prayer for you.

Posted by Conundrum.Of,Life at 4:34 AM

Sunday, December 20, 2009

CHURCH!Y3(kinda) outing!

its sunday! hahhaha. my favourite day of the week:D

today, 14 ppl got baptised! Amazing number and that's good. Really happy for them. esp gladys and wanting!:D Service was good and it kinda answered huishan's question on James1:2 the "consider it pure joy...." verse.

during serice, cheng yee(this super cute girl) from vbs was like sitting er, 3 ppl away.she kept looking at me and following whatever i was doing. hahha. she's super cute luh!

okay, after service, went to catch a movie with y3(huishan,cousin,samuel,jethro,christian) plus xuwei and xinzhan. we watched AVATAR. quite cool luh the show. the blue ppl and stuff. not as great as some made it out to be though(in my personal opinion). hahhahaa.

the praying part in front of the tree thing is kinda creepy.hahha. but overall good show luh.

before the movie, we were at burger king and kept putting the BKcrown on ppl(KING!) then finally, outside the cinema met pastor(again) and samuel put it on adlee(idk how to spell) its pronounced ed-lee.

had a fun time with y3 today so yea.

Carolling on thurs at alexander hospital. hope it will be fruitful.

christmas party yesterday was pretty fun. and the turn-out was good too. many shared with thier friends and hopefully, the Lord will open their hearts and they will come to believe too!

hopefully, i didn't bore u with this post.

got band tomorrow. bittersweet.